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__________ ♔             SHE  CAN’T  HELP  THE     hopelessly   NAIVE   surge of hope that courses through her veins once the deal is   struck.     she might actually have had more luck striking a deal with the   DEVIL       …     at least   he   delivered on his promises,     even if it would cost her   SOUL     (   at this point she’d give   EVERYTHING   she had to tell her family how much she   missed   them,     let alone to get them back in a more   PERMANENT   manner   )    perhaps  she  did  find  the  devil     …     given  the  other’s  reputation.        i   expect   you to uphold   YOUR   end of the deal.     i   ASSURE   you i am not above using     …     legal channels to protect what   little   family i still have left in this world.  

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                    F I N A L L Y  —— relief eased his shoulders     /     the man could finally take in a deep breath. Digits run over angled chin ( thinking, always planning ). However, this time, he for once did not have to plan a way to SAVE HIMSELF. No. He had no doubt that Anyathe Grand Duchess Anastasia would prove herself in a matter of seconds. She knew of the wall, of things he && Vlad never even spoke of. At her locutions, a smirk tugged pon a corner of his lips. I don’t doubt you will. But for once, I’m NOT afraid of threats —— you’ll see. She’s here, in this hotel. With that, he gave a quick nod, retreating to the door ( && of course holding it open, he wasn’t that much of a savage ) — Just, don’t hit me until you see her alright ?? Once in quite enough for once night.A light jest, despite the heaviness on his heart. He knew the moment she entered that room, saw HER SISTER, he’d be  g o n e  .

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__________ ♔             THE  ROMANOV  BLUE  EYES     shine with an ill-hidden   GUILT   after all these years of   wondering   whether her youngest sister was   ALIVE.     there are days she prays for her family to waltz through the door    …     well  &&  healthy     …     only for it to mean that she had left them   BEHIND   in russia while they   NEEDED   her.     is it not the same in the case of her sister  ??     the little girl who had   fallen   out of her grasp while they   ATTEMPTED   to catch the last train out of saint petersburg  ??     ❛   there are very   FEW   memories you cannot teach.     i will make a   DEAL   with you     …     you are a con man  &&  enjoy   challenge   do you not  ??    a good bet  ??     i have   ONE   question that i will ask your  ‘   anastasia.   ’     if she answers it right     …      well only my   SISTER   would know the answer to   that   question.     if she does not,     you will   LEAVE   paris with the   actress  &&  your   associate,     never to bother my grandmother or i again.     are we in   AGREEMENT  ?? 

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                    It didn’t matter how many HISTORY BOOKS they crammed into Anya’s head, how quickly she was able to memorize the family tree, or how little she cared for stroganoff ; that all meant nothing —— for Anya knew the one thing no one else but her true family ( && some insignificant kitchen boy ) knew     /     HOW THEY MANAGED TO ESCAPE. Dmitry wasn’t surprised that Maria knew his reputation, the Prince of Petersburg , a con who managed to escape it all spread much word ( && the infamous auditions he wasn’t proud of that anymore ). But this was a deal he knew he’d win, one that wouldn’t require a planned escape or a trick play of the deck. Trust me, your highness, she’ll answer it. && if not, well you’ll never see me again.Okay, that might be a lie —— he’d make sure they KNEW before he left this city P a r i s  holds a bit of magic after all it seems. 

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She looked at him angrily after his earlier comments, but then she relaxed again, Anya needed to focus on Alexei, the future doomed TSAR with hemophilia. “ i don’t remember something … exactly. ” her voice was low, while, the glance turned back to Alexei’s photo. tense silence, at least for her, since knew Dmitry was looking at her too. “ i mean, this is strange and silly, i know but —— i think, i feel that Alexei likes dogs as much as I do. ”  that made her smile without noticing, sightly excited. she would said that to Dmitry ( not now ) but, the little boy seemed Anya’s best friend, she felt he knew it, but wasn’t enough, it was to dificult to express with words. the street sweeper felt far far away from the train just for a moment, but — nothing lasts forever, her mind still was a blackhole. deep sigh, a turned to reality & hurt even, the smile vanishes, but her heartbeat is somehow — STRONG. i know it’s useless, but it’s what i have … sorry. ” whispers her apologize, while continues looking the family chart, trying to find something. more clues for her own.

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                    The Dowager will  n e v e r  believe her. For a second his tight grin vanishes ; however at the ever WATCHFUL eye of Vlad as he walks past them, the grin is back. CIVILITY  ——— not something Dmitry had much experience in. A girl with no memories, it appeared it was ALMOST worse than hiring that one actress ( It’s ME,  A N A S T A S I A  — he shivers at the memory ). He likes dogs. Dmitry tried but failed not to sound utterly sarcastic, sucking in a sharp breath. That’s what you remember ?? He can’t help the snicker that tugs at the corner of his mouth. Exasperated, he leans  a w a y  , tawny gaze staring out to the hall, thinking —— always scheming. AN IDEA. Immediately his lean frame turns towards her yet again, LIGHT back in once hopeless stare. Well, perhaps if you can’t REMEMBER, tell a story out of it. A time where you two could have bonded. A fairytale.

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           a  princess  though  she  may  be ,  the  feeling  of  royalty ,  of  having  the  world  at  her  fingers ,  comes  only  now ,  in  the  company  of  he  who  she  has  only  known  for  a  short  time .  a  surreal  happiness  overflows ,  as  if  anastasia  herself  cannot  behold  nor  comprehend  the  good  fortune  that  has  somehow  fallen  into  her  lap .

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               soft  gaze  finds  his ,  mesmerized  almost  by  the  state  they  now  find  themselves  in ,  together .    you  underestimate  the  bad  decisions  i  ve  made  before  i  met  you .  ’  a  moment  of  levity ,  though  uncertainty  presses  down  'pon  her  ribs  at  his  words .    what ?  what  is  it ?  ’

                    Despite COMFORT, how  e a s y  it was just to breathe when with her, they still have so much to learn about one another. Instead of blood running cold, feet yearning to RUN, it excites him. A curiosity to stay ( && a relief to know that no matter what she has to tell him, he won’t go anywhere ) ; a refusal to even face the possibility of losing her once more.

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          Devilish gleam, tilt of the chin —— WONDERMENT strikes. A dame of surprise, he’ll never  n o t  be shocked by her. “Well, you’ll have to tell me all bout those some time … && soon. Tongue across dry lip, he shrugs, eyes falling pon dirtied shoes. I knew you were Anastasia before the ballet. At Sophie’s —— that escape, As UNBELIEVABLE as it is it wasn’t a story you just made up on the spot, Anya.

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__________ ♔             A  LUMP  FORMS  IN   the young woman’s throat,     constricting   until the simple idea of   BREATHING   proves to be a touch too much.    her pulse races ahead as if she were still   RUNNING   to catch that last train out of saint petersburg     …     as if she can still feel anya’s fingers slipping through hers until   she  let  go     …    ❛  i have   MISSED   her every moment of   everyday   for the past   TEN  YEARS.    love doesn’t   stop   when someone dies.  ❜

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                    Too much, Dmitry knows he is pushing his luck, taking it TOO FAR. But he cannot stop ; words fall from mouth with little thought     /     DESPERATION for her to see, to understand. Finding then, leading them through the palace’s secret corridors, almost like  m a g i c  , he could never forget it. “What she knows ——He begins to pace, hands rubbing together from nerves, for once trying to find the right locutions to say ( yet ones that wouldn’t give up exactly who he was ). — she knows more than just pure facts, your highness. There are certain things you can’t TEACH someone they just know it. Her memories, they’re  r e a l . 

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           stance  hard  as  ice  begins  to  melt  with  each  passing  moment ,  taking  a  moment  of  respite  in  the  featherlight  touches  brushed  along  her  skin .  she  shakes ,  the  duchess  does ,  a  tremor  shuddering  along  her  spine  at  dmitry ’ s  words .  each  passing  second  draws  her  closer  to  him  in  both  physicality  and  emotion ,  any  and  all  possible  outcomes  this  scenario  rampaging  across  her  mind .  a  part  of  her  wonders  whether  the  feelings  dmitry  professes  are  simply  another  con ,  a  way  to  get  more  money  from  this  unwitting  royal .  but  no ,  he  is  kind ,  and  not  so  cruel  to  toy  with  the  strings  of  her  heart  to  such  extremes .  she  takes  his  hand  in  her ’ s ,  folding  fingers  against  her  own ,  grip  steady  and  determined ,  a  forceful  reminder  that  she  will  not  let  go ,  nor  that  she  possesses  any  wish  to  be  released .  

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             not  much  of  my  life  was  easy  for  a  long  time .  i  m  used  to  a  complicated  life .  ’  a  tremulous  sigh  to  echo  his  own ,  the   royal  orphan  ready ,  at  long  last ,  to  shatter  crumbling  walls  and  lay  unfiltered  honesty  before  another  human  soul .  gently  so  not  to  break  either  of  them ,  fingers  frame  his  face ,  tangled  ever  so  slightly  in  hair  and  teeth  gnawing  at  her  lower  lip ,  wrestling  with  indecision  before  her  courage  gathers .    and  i  want  that ;  i  want  a  complicated  life  with  you dmitry .  i  love  you .  ’ eyes  brim  with  emotion ,  yet  light  gaze  holds  his  dark ,  determined  and  unwavering  in  her  commitment .  the  words  have  been  spoken ,  short  and  fateful ,  a  declaration  that  hovers  frozen  in  the  sliver  of  space  between  them .

                         Her never failing kindness allows him to sometimes forget the cruel, horrifically unjust life she has led. An orphan —— wandering all the way to St. Petersburg with little to no memory, only know that in PARIS someone was waiting for her. Dmitry may have had little, but he knew his father, knew that at least at one point there was someone with a heart open enough to  L O V E  even him. Dmitry couldn’t imagine her situation, it’s why he reveres her so highly     /     a pedestal he can never climb. 

          Twas unfair, but done anyway. 

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                          Tilt down of chin, he can’t look at her     /    pain. WHY DID HE HAVE TO LET HER GO && not someone else ?? Twas a job not ready for one that ———— a questioning stare, broad, unblinking. I love you , her statement etched into mind, echoed in ears. H O W ?? Tears embarrassingly cloud vision, jaw tight as arms wrap around her, chin resting pon her head as a delightful chuckle parts dried lips. He should question it, use malign falsities to push her away permanently. But he can’t bare it. Finally, he pulls away to look her again, flash of white as cheeks already  a c h eI love you more. You’re brave, intelligent —— beautiful of course. But more than that you — you’re optimistic, CHALLENGING … I’m afraid I could go on forever.Another  L A U G H  echoes across the Seine,  digits twirling ginger locks. There’s so much I want to tell you, things you need to know. Oh how he wished to be better with words !!

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“ in my defense, there were plenty of stuff more important than … history. ”  she explained while was taking the family chart, moving her glance as well to them. Anya blinked twice, looking all of the faces of a family who could be hers —– somehow. the orphan passed her hands, touching the photos of the romanovs probably, fascinated, like they were ghosts of her mind, quite stranger. most of them, weren’t able to recognized for her, although, one of them — a boy. that made her smile just a little bit, like something her heart was telling something.alexei. ” she repeat his name, like whisper. then, the street sweeper looks straight to Dmitry. “ who is him? alexei. ” inquires, curious again. probably, it was familiar to her, after spending too much time with the kids of the orphange, still — something made her to be intrested and quite excited for learning, even. “  i mean, please don’t freak out but — he looks familiar. ”

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                    “Like what ?? Survival —— shelter, food, water ?? You don’t have to tell me about that, Anya. The man scoffs, for that he knew all about. The streets of St. Petersburg had been his homewell ever since that ghastly night. “&& yet, I still made time to  l e a r n  a thing or two. Guess we can’t all know everything.A quip, his smile turns arrogant, eyes falling to hands in thought     /     ten million rubles ; he didn’t even know where to begin with that kind of money. Anya however, pulled him out from his trance a bit too soon, annoyed as he leaned over to see just who she pointed out. ODD, they were always known to be close. Well, yshould recognize him. As the only boy, he was the HEIR. The Tsar’s son, he always had to be careful, not only to keep the Royal line but because he had hemophilia do you, remember anything about him ?? Besides his face of course. A cautious question, though nonetheless curious.

                         A deep breath, air filling his lungs as  PEACE wafts over him. Despite anxiety over just what they’re about to do, this CALM is not unusual, considering the woman beside him, but it is however  u n f a m i l i a r  —— something he’ll readily get used to. He’ll have to, considering the question he had asked only a few hours ago && the answer she had given ( YES, YES, YES —— can you believe it ?? )

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          Hand grips her own, t i g h t  as russet hues call for her, beg for undivided attention.Before we do this, && you make the WORST decision of your life. Dmitry can’t help but jest, though smile diminishes a moment too soon. I have to tell you something, something that uhhappened. You need to know.”  @againrisen​   //   sc.

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__________ ♔             THE  ONCE  GRAND  DUCHESS    can’t help tugging the edges of her opera gloves as if she can do   WHATEVER   it takes to quell the   turmoil   in her soul.    the storm in her has not fallen   QUIET   since the night her grandmother,    sister,    &&    she were ushered behind the fateful   wall   in the palace.    ❛  does she have the   ROMANOV   blue eyes  ??    the signature auburn hair  &&  the mischievous smirk  ??    i have seen it   ALL   before.    each time i go,    daring to   hope   that it could be her    …     each time i have to relive her   DEATH  …    my heart can’t bear anymore    ❜

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                    GUILT is fleeting, but oh is it there. During their scheming he had never once thought about the  P A I N  of the living Grand Duchess or the beloved Dowager Empress. Dmitry was a lover of the con, of money —— freedom finally within reach. But Anya, no —— ANASTASIA was alive. The money forgotten, he shook his head, desperation narrowing his gaze, pulse QUICKYour highness, she’s NOT like everyone else. She can prove it to you. You just need to give her a chance !! He dares to step further in the room. “Don’t you think she’s missed you just as much as you have her ??

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“ i already regret. ” replied, with a sigh, while he was sitting on her side. Anya moved, again, visibly nervous and uncomfortable, probably. she tried to remember if she rememberd something about … learning stuff in general on the orphange. “  err... ” trying to focus, the orphan knew she didn’t paid attention in any class, but the comrades never spoke about more royals families than the last one —– probably because it was the meaning of the revolution. “ honestly? no. ” confessed, still trying to focus on something, maybe more information … but nothing else. “  hardly ever listened in the classes of the orphange. ” the street sweeper continued, then she looked at Dmitry, quite curious actually. “ do you know them? i mean —- all of the royal families? but … how? In her eyes there was glimpse of interest she had never had for anyone, actually.

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                    Carefully, he angles himself AWAY from her, a deep  s i g h  parting from him. This certainly WASN’T going to be as easy as he once thought. With her question directed at him, it was now his turn to be uncomfortable. Legs cross, Dmitry clears his throat as face scrunches up, almost as if to say that was the stupidest question he’d ever heard ( it wasn’t of course —— a man from the streets?? knowing about all the royals ?? seemed a bit a of stretch ). The TRUTH however, was something he wasn’t willing to admit. A mere kitchenboy was almost worse, && only let to more questions.

          Let’s just say that some of us actually pay attention to history. He mumbled, hand ruffling in his pocket for the FAMILY CHART he && Vlad created, easing it onto her lap. Anyone ring a bell ??